Posted by: 紺月明 | April 15, 2009

“Agony” by KOTOKO (Kannazuki no Miko ending)

いつか見た夢
届かないつぶやきだけ
夜の光に包まれて彷徨い行く
やがて見開くその瞳 運命なら
せめて そう、今だけ

叶わないと俯く
夜風にただうなだれ
涙 月影 手の平に溢れてゆく
何が欲しいの?
唇は闇に震えていた

出逢ったあの時に胸突いた笑顔
護りたくて ずっと崩れそうな約束を
痛み潰すほどに抱きしめてた

側に居れるだけで
同じ時間にいられるだけで
遠い記憶 蘇る悲しみも温めて行けるのに
廻り続けている思いに
安らぎ満ちた終わりは来るの?
繰り返した問い掛けは天に舞い
明けの空の 光に変わる

全て幻 浮かんではまた消えてく
邪念かき消す指先に絡み付いた無色の鎖
もがくほど孤独を編んでいた

断ち切られるように踵かえす風
冷たすぎる今も「君がいるからだよ」と
闇に落ちた言葉 離れない

息をしてるだけで
同じ痛みを感じるだけで
ほんの少し幸せを積み上げる愛
気付いてしまった
凍えて肩寄せる瞳に
護りたいもの 見つかったから
次の夜明け 手にしてた後悔で錆びた欠片
光に変える

触れあうだけでその幸せを思っただけで
こみ上げてく
束の間のさよならも 消えぬ絆になると

側に居れるだけで
同じ時間にいられるだけで
遠い記憶 蘇る悲しみも温めて行けるのに
刻み込まれていた証に
導かれまた倒れる時も
見つめあった一瞬が千年の記憶を越え
光に変わる

The dream that was supposed to reach me
Is only a murmur
Enveloped by the light of the night, I wander about
If it’s fate, those eyes will open before long
At least, yes, just now…

I cast my eyes downward because it didn’t come to be
I hung my head while in the night breeze
Tears and moonlight are flooding my palm
What do you want?
My lips quivered in the darkness

The smiling face that pierced my soul when we met
I want to always protect it; I will embrace this shattering promise
Because I want to crush the pain

Just by being close to you
Just by being together at the same time
Yet the distant memories and returning sadness continue to make me warm
Will a resolutely peaceful ending ever come
To my incessantly revolving thoughts?
This repeating question flutters in the heavens
And changes into the light of dawn’s sky

Everything is an illusion; once it surfaces, it’ll leave thereafter
A colorless chain is coiled around my fingers that dispels evil thoughts
To the extent that I struggled, I wove solitude

As if my heels were cutting through the wind
It’s gotten too cold now “It’s because you’re here”
I can’t let go of the words that fell into darkness

Just by breathing
Just by feeling the exact same pain
I realized
I have a love that brings me happiness
I’ve found who I want to protect
Through the eyes that rest on my frozen shoulders
The following dawn, I will change the rusted fragments of agony in my hand
Into light

Just by touching each other, just by feeling that happiness
My heart is being filled
Even a brief goodbye becomes an unbreakable bond

Just by being close to you
Just by being together at the same time
Yet the distant memories and returning sadness continue to make me warm
Even if the etched symbols that guide us ever fail
The instant we meet again will surpass those memories of a thousand years
And change into light

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Responses

  1. Hi! Thank you for putting this up!!

    Ann Schubert
    Morgan Hill, California, USA
    a_e_schubert@yahoo.com


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